What scares you?

This is my journal jar question of the day. 

Well the short answer is, lots of things scare me.  I'm scared of being in debt and not being able to retire.  I'm scared of pain.  I'm scared of dying.  I'd like to say no, I have enough faith to know I'll have eternal life but the truth is I'm still scared of the process of dying; I suppose because I'm afraid it will hurt, and I'm afraid of pain.  I'm scared of bees dying off.  I'm scared of terrorists.  I'm scared of disease, disaster and famine.  I'm scared of school shooters, psychopaths and sociopaths.  I'm scared of driving in the dark.  I'm scared of going blind and deaf.  I'm scared of my kids leaving the church and losing them forever.  I'm scared of Liberals and NDP.  Actually I'm scared of Conservatives too.  I guess I'm scared of politicians.  And doctors.  And lawyers.  I'm scared of movie and airplane seats that are too small.  I'm scared of maggots, tapeworms, roundworms, hookworms and Guinea worms. 

But...

I'm not scared of spiders. 

Early homes

I was born August 19th, 1960, the seventh of ten children to Ronald and Edith Francis of Lethbridge, Alberta, Canada.  I don't remember my first home, a bungalow my parents owned on 14th Avenue.  We moved when I was two, into a two-story home on 15th Avenue.

This is what the house looks like now, or at least as of the last Google drive by, as it is snipped from Google Earth.  I remember it being a lot bigger.  It used to be pink stucco on the ground floor, with deep red natural wood siding on the upper floor.  We have always referred to it as "the pink and red house".  I guess we can't do that any more. 

I lived here until I was eight.  This was when we moved to Colombia for a year.  Just prior to that move, we lived in a rental home for three months.  It had been the plan for us to return to this home after we returned from Colombia, but we were supposed to go for two years, and when we returned after a year, the house was still being leased.  We ended up buying a small house on the north side of Lethbridge, where we lived for a year.

It still looks pretty much exactly how I remember it, except it had a crabapple tree in front instead of a birch.  This house was much too cramped for us, and my dad was soon on the lookout for larger digs.  We found this house on 6th Avenue south.

It still looks pretty much as I remember it, except that nauseating tree in front is three times bigger, and they've covered the stone front steps with a ramp.  It's actually a lot larger than it looks, as you look at the narrow end from the street.  This was a great house - roomy, lots of bedrooms, lots of storage space, and lots of cool extras and upgraded finishes.  Since it was much nicer than our 15th Avenue house, we decided to move in here and rented out the other two houses.  I lived here until I was 16, when I moved out on my own.

Thanksgiving with Harley and Sarah

Arrived home from St. Paul, Alberta last night after spending Thanksgiving weekend with Harley and Sarah and their kids.  Katie's first birthday was the day before we arrived, so they saved the birthday party for when we got there.

 Sarah crocheted Katie an adorable Tinkerbell dress.  She had wings, and headband and little matching shoes.  So cute!

 She didn't quite get the blowing out the candles part, but what a beautiful cake we had.  Kate thought it was delicious!

She got lots of help from her friend Louis opening her many presents.  We gave her a pink houndstooth jacket, a pair of Calgary Flames pajamas and two dresses.

 Sarah had fairy wings for all the girls.  Of course Zane had to try them too.  Why should the girls get all the fun?

 The weather was beautiful on Saturday so we took the kids to the lake.  St. Paul is surrounded by many lakes, and is built right next to a large one.  The geese were migrating, and flew over in waves of hundreds to settle on the lake.  It was actually funny to watch because they are so graceful as they fly, but when they see the water, they just kind of drop out of the sky, and flutter down to the water.  They look like someone dropped a bunch of tissues in the sky and they just kind of flutter down.

Katie and Zane both love the swings and wanted long rides.  They'd probably still be there now if they had not had to surrender the swings to some other children.

 

Katie sure loves her brother and wants to do everything he does.  Lucky this playground had dual slides.

On the way home we collected some autumn treasures and made a centerpiece for our Thanksgiving dinner, which we enjoyed on Sunday, since George had to be back in Calgary on Monday for dialysis.  I think it turned out very pretty, and didn't cost a dime.

Sarah made us her first Thanksgiving dinner ever, and it was delicious.  She really has a talent in the kitchen.  

Harley and Sarah have recently moved into a larger apartment - they have the upper floor of a duplex.  It's a lovely place with three bedrooms and a garage.  The price is $300 less than what they paid at their last place, which wasn't as big.  The Lord has truly blessed them.

It was a lovely visit but came to an end much too soon, as always.  We had a wonderful time, and it was so fun to visit the grandkids.  Zane was so excited when we got there, he wouldn't let me out of his room until nap time, needing to show me his new room and every toy in it.  Those kids are such treasures to me, as is Chloe, and it sure is hard to see them so seldom.

I got a treat when we arrived at home, as Zach was still home for the weekend.  He had come home to Calgary to spend Thanksgiving with his new girlfriend, Taylor.  He was at the house when we arrived, picking up some groceries and other things he had forgotten.  It was nice to see him, if only for a few minutes.

The Beginning

I wish to begin with a disclaimer.  I'm not, nor never have been a blogger, journal keeper, record keeper or anything of the kind.  I'm not a big writer, and am terrible at taking pictures.  Organization of my thoughts and life is not in my nature. 

I begin this blog with three desires.  First, is a desire for my posterity to know me, to know who I was and what kind of person I was.  That perhaps when I am gone they might read what kind of person I was and feel a connection to me, as I feel connected to my ancestors that I know something about.  Second, I have a desire to do something that will draw me closer to Heavenly Father by demonstrating my desire to be obedient, and we've been told by our leaders to keep a record of our life.  Third, I am striving to find a way to be more obedient to the commandment to keep the Sabbath Day holy, and feel that I will be more successful at that if I have something to occupy my time more constructively than sitting in front of the television or playing computer mah-jong.

Since much of my life has already gone by, and I don't know where to start, I think I will start by using a cheat and answer some journal jar questions.  My hope is that this will get my thoughts flowing, and at least provide some snapshots into my life, if I can provide nothing more.

So I begin.


"What is your full name?  Who were you named for?  How do you feel about your name?"

My full name is Elizabeth Francis Peterson.  My parents never gave me a middle name (for which I always felt a bit gypped) but since I am married, I now use my maiden name as a middle name.  I was named for my great-grandmother Elizabeth Miller, and my aunt, Elizabeth Snow.  I love my name.  I can't say that was always true, as I child I found it cumbersome and there was never enough space on my school worksheets for nine letters.  I longed to be Karen or Val, so I wouldn't have to curve my name down the side of the page.  Apparently when I was very small, before my earliest memories, my mother had intended to call me Betsy, but she made the mistake of letting me know my name was Elizabeth, and I really hated Betsy, so insisted upon being called Elizabeth, or rather "Eeeeeelizabeth!"  Much to my chagrin I had a hard time living this down, and still at times am ribbed by my siblings (such an insensitive lot) about it.  So at the age of ten I decided I must drop the hated Elizabeth, and adopt Liz as my name.  I have been known as Liz for many years, and still most people call me Liz, although I now am grown up enough to fit into my enormous name, and quite love it.  Really it's my own fault.  I suppose I could insist upon being Elizabeth, but am rather lazy, and it still can be a pain to write out all nine letters, so I just let it be what it is.

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